Goodbye the last day of year 2010!

Goodbye year 2010,the year of 2011 is arrived...

Raining day at the last day of year 2010...阴天+雨天

不知不觉2010年也走到最尾声了

开心还是不舍

那就看个人的心情

谢谢你了，2010年

这一年我学会很多东西

得到了很多的经验

也让我成长了不少

虽然发生了不少不愉快的事

我也会尽量不去想太多了

人就是要活得开心

想不到今年最后一天竟然会下起大雨

是不是老天爷也在同情我

下雨天正如我的心情

阴阴沉沉~

回头一想，

才知道这一年

自己原来那么笨

不幸的事连续的发生

车祸让我有些回忆都忘了

爱情让我彻底了死了心

学业也渐渐退步跟不上

健康也越来越不好

总觉得自己好衰

希望新的一年能有所改变

哭够了，答应自己不会再那么容易哭了

放了，因为我真的累了

即使我还深爱着你

我不想再等没结果的幸福

一个人付出真的很辛苦

到头来什么却得不到

泪已够，累已够~Let's it go

只能在这说最后一句我爱你

我还喜欢你

我会慢慢淡忘一切

从此再也不说

看透了，原来发现现实是那么残酷的

我希望能一切从来

好让我能改变一切

愿一切不该来的

统统删除了

不该发生的

也不让发生

新的一年的来临

一切将从零开始

我还是我

不会变

只是会让自己活得更好

再见了，2010~

♥累格-戴爱玲

♥阴天-莫文蔚

♥雨天-孙燕姿

Christmas Eve and the christmas night party~

Friend's,you all always is the best for me...

A lonely christmas night...

Having a breakfast at airport before ayumi go to kl~

Thank for Ayumi and Whyson for your gift...

i like it much...is very special to me

Finally the Christmas eve and the christmas night have been passing already

the new year of the 2011 also is arrived soon...

at here i really appreciate to those friend's who accompany me celebrate at this year

thank you so much...this is what can i say...

As normally...christmas eve we go to gurney plaza countdown

we having a christmas dinner at winter warmer's

and after that we change the location go to sunset bistro for countdown

penang traffic jam such a suck and so many people's are countdown for the christmas

for me also same...

i celebrate with my lovely friend's

as a christmas eve...i have gift few lucky of my friend a christmas present

hope u all will like it much...

but actually i quite sad i heard some bad feedback

and i'm not planning will gift at next year anymore

gift to myself i will more happy...

duno why this christmas make me feel a bit sadness

for the christmas night....

my house having a steamboat party...

busy whole day for preparing

thank for the friend's who participate and help me clean

and we have exchange a christmas present

we party loudly as we can...

and we playing games and get punishment together...

i'm duno whether i lucky or unlucky...i draw the present that i duno want it or not

haiz...duno how to say T^T

and somemore my friend gift me a christmas gift

please dun simply judge that the present value or wat

i really hate it much...fuck off

i appreciate the gift they give me so much and u say until like that

like a ayumi like to said...i'm so disappointing

and i regret that i gift u a christmas gift u make it as a rubbish...

i really speechless...and i dunwan talk it so much

just forget about it...

at last...at the same day my granddaughter ms ayumi take a flight going to kl

we few of friend's accompany her go to penang international airport to farewell with her

we having a breakfast at coffee bean...hehe^^

i really like the moment that we all hang out and chat together...

for my granddaughter ayumi...

i really happy got you this granddaughter...

thank for your christmas gift...we will meet at next year 2011

hope u having fun and the safety trip in kl...when you back

we go to eat sashimi again~hiak hiak

nothing write anymore...is like that only

tired gonna continue sleep...

to be continue...

Christmas gift...countdown for 3 more days!

3days more...

Christmas is coming soon...

Let's us countdown it

I like christmas much!

After christmas then will be a happy new year

end of the month December of 2010

the new year 2011 will be arrive

hope that i will get a change

The christmas present also already prepare...

finally bought finish...bankrupt liao

who is the lucky one will receive the christmas present

hiak hiak~~

Today is wednesday...

movie day...

what should i do...i duno it at all

go out for movie or stay at hostel

but i know that later will brunch with my photographer

-Ms.yulaine...

she came back from kl...miss her so much

(skip about it)

The coursework of my subject all already out liao...

dissatisfied with my management accounting grade...luckily pass nia

because get the bad result in test...haiz

i promise myself will get a good result in final exam

i dunwan resit any paper...good luck for me

other subjects coursework mark quite good...hehe^^

no matter what happens...i will make myself happy

this what i say to myself everydays...

SMILE =)

Random...

Free,free,free...

now already week 13

the first day of the week 13-Monday

final exam is nearby~worry...nervous

Today gonna be a good good day

because today is the first day working of my granddaughter

Ms.Ayumi Yeap...know u working pity nia...kesian betul

as normally i attend the class

finish class go out with buddy

go to eat and chat

we hang out go to gurney buying Christmas present...

because i still haven't buy finish yet...

left one more...i think tomorrow will be settle

after that my granddaughter finish working and meet us up

alamak...we go to eat sakae sushi again and again

this month duno eat how many times liao

but i still like it...

especially salmon sashimi...hiak hiak

we walk gurney around 5 hours non-stop

why???because of Y.E.S

Y.E.S= Year End Sales

everywhere also offer and discount

damn syok...hahaha

but no money~huhu T^T

leg pain and tired...

gonna sleep early~

good night and have a sweet dream all~

hehe^^to be continue...

友情。爱情。一切归零

友情，爱情折磨了我

现在真的是统统归零

两头不到岸

能成为朋友，爱人全都是老天注定

一切的起源都是从缘分

我们很庆幸能够在这一生当个朋友

所以我很珍惜友情也很看重

生活要是没了朋友，爱情，家人

就会变得没有意义

喜欢一个人也是冥冥中命运的安排

爱一个人真的会让我付出的很多

不过最近不知是老天爷考验我还是个恶作剧

两方面我都顾虑不到

友情。。。我也不知道怎样面对

跟一个我的死党吵架了

区区的一件小事

让我看得出原来我们的友情不过如此

我很在意这一份友情

我们已经不是第一次吵架了

而是第三次

每次我都会伤心难过~因为我在乎

也不知道是谁对谁错

我常常迁就你

等你~不管是等多久，我还是等

只不过有时不耐烦罢了，谁叫你是我的朋友

你叫我做什么我也是常常说YES也很少说NO

我一句怨恨也没说

昨晚你竟然吵起架来

我不知道你是什么事闹小孩子脾气

你竟然骂哭了你的另一半

我很气~

为什么你不要骂我~我宁愿给你骂

你要知道你的爱情经过了那么多难关才能才一起

他那么爱你~你要好好对他

不要搞到他伤痕累累

他会来陪你因为他真的很在乎你

你要好好珍惜他~请不要看爱情是那么敷衍

爽不爽就生气你的另一半不帮你

爽不爽把分手挂在嘴边

你的另一半所以会害怕你

因为你还不定性

说真的我也很怕，也很担心你

你口口声声说了你心中没有了别人

那你为什么还收着让人会担心的回忆和东西

总让我怀疑~我觉得我们要好好冷静想清楚

我不要还有下一次，我真的累了也承受不起了

对不起~如果我对你说过很过分的话

我希望我们的友情能够长长久久

我有时说的话真的是为你好

希望你听得进去！

爱情。。。是一个包袱

我喜欢你~你也知道

我知道你想说什么

我们只是朋友罢了

这个我知道，我明白

你已有了喜欢的人

我也不算是什么

在你的心目中我是处于在什么地位

我也不知道

也猜不透

应该是很遥远吧

我跟他都是你的朋友

不过我觉得你对他比较对我

你对他比较好

你还会跟他聊电话

而我只不过是敷衍久久的一封信息

是什么原因

难道你还对他留恋

而我什么都不是

你都说过过去一切都是谎言

我说我被骗也无所谓

我傻傻说过我会等你

不管多久很是会等

我知道这样做是很笨很傻

我也知道我不会甜言蜜语

我只想你能活得开开心心

没烦恼~

因为我放不下你

或许我对你来说也是个包袱

也想跟你说对不起~如果我做错了什么

为什么我真心付出一切却得不到好的回报

得来的是伤心和眼泪

难道老天爷要对我那么不公平

我尽量不去想

不过有时泪会自动流下

回忆不断倒带播放

我会封闭自己冷静~ 一个人

希望能旅行散散心

不说了，停笔了。。。

♥ 一个人-蔡依林

小伤口

病倒了~

我终于承受不住了

不知是最近的天气变化还是什么

生病真的是拿掉我半条命~

搞到我惨不忍睹

老朋友头痛先生和头晕小姐也来拜访我了

感冒，咳嗽，作呕也都来找我

精神也越来越差

脾气也变暴躁了，情绪化！

不大爱说话

总喜欢一个人静静的

发发呆，傻傻的笑

外表笑笑内心却痛着

我不想让别人看到我最脆弱的一面

心本来已经封锁了

不知道有时候还是会很痛

好像是个小伤口随时碰就随时痛

我无端端落泪

是不是我还在在意还是什么

总是喜欢躲在房内自己一人哭

哭累了就睡觉

生活仿佛没了意义

总是爱听悲伤情歌~泪却一直流下

我常常试着对自己说没事的

一切会很好

一切也结束了

每人却没事了

却是我一人好像放不下

我像个傻瓜天真等待着奇迹是否能那么幸运发生在我身上

对不起我的朋友因为我无思乱想

有时我不知道为什么我会吃醋还是不爽

对不起我拒绝的人，因为我还是放不下

请你去找别人别找我

我不值得~

我是单身但现在什么都不要

我不想面对事实~我选择逃避

我很懦弱

我真的很想大大声的呐喊发泄~

但愿一切会变得很好。。。

♥天真

Countdown for Christmas...9 days more!!!

We wish you a merry christmas...X3 and the Happy New Year...

woohoo..christmas is coming soon...happy^^

countdown for now...9 days more

try to forget the unhappy things and make yourself happy

stress or otherwise please go away...i hate you much

what i hope can get for my christmas gift:

-new handphone

-DSLR

-perfume

-cloth and shoe

-travelling

but i know that is hard to achieve...mission impossible

but i'm believe that nothing is impossible...hiak hiak

final exam is nearby...i'm so worry about it

coursework also didnt get a great gred...cham liao la

lecture also didnt attend so many times

i must rush it back before the final exam~

i will settle you nicely in the final~hahahaha

say about the christmas wishes...

-i wishes that all my friend's those was fighting for the final exam same with me

must work hard get a good result...then we celebrate together...cheer~

-i wishes too all my friend's must always happy happy face to your life

-last one is just for myself...what is that~just i know it...(secret)

i know that this wishes is impossible happen to myself...except have a miracle

25 i have a party at my house...

those attend it...must pay the attention:

-wear red,white or black color only

-exchange present the price is min RM10 and max RM20

-must wear like a christmas look with the accessories

that's all...hehehe^^

Just at here wanna to early to say:Merry Christmas To You All~

♥Last Christmas song...