睡不着觉....

突然睡觉睡到半夜就醒了
不知道是为什么
最近常这样
在床翻了很久才睡着
难道车祸后就会这样
还是有心事导致到这样
烦烦烦~
为什么脑袋总是不听话
一直想有的没的
我真的不想再记起不好的回忆
真希望脑震荡的时候
忘了所有不开心的的事
就能像电脑这样容易删除不好的文件
心酸～却不知道什么事
心痛却不知道跟谁说
只希望这一切没发生过
漫长的夜晚
我终于了解那么如此的漫长
我还是看不开
想不通～
有时真的很想大哭
因为真的快压抑不住了
原来才发现说的易做却难的意思
朋友我真的需要你们
在这样下去我真的撑不住
难道我要选择逃避～
才能解决掉一切
拜托不要让我这样下去了！！！

祸不单行～

已经忘了有多久没更新部落格了
好想念我这个避风港
最近心情很差
人又很衰～
星期一发生车祸意外
住院住了四天，真的好难受
在发生意外后睁开眼时
人已经在医院了
朋友说我哭，说话重复几次
但我都不记得
已忘了车祸是怎样发生了，因为医生说我脑震荡所以某些记忆记不起了
在医院每天吃药睡觉～重复重复闷到爆
真的谢谢我的一班朋友探望我陪着我～
谢谢我的家人的照顾
有你们的关心我觉得很开心
在医院住的第二天
我认识了一个从印尼来的伯伯
跟他聊了一会
才知道他来动心脏手术～愿他一切平安
他教会我金钱不是一切的
就算你有很多钱也买不到健康
健康最重要
他劝我要好好顾身体
不要像他那样年轻时候抽烟或乱吃东西
跟他聊了过后真的觉得很开心^^
还有在我住院期间还发生了一件我预料不到的事
其实之前我对我的一个朋友有好感
因为我没勇气不敢说不敢争取
却眼睁睁看到那个人离我而去
跟我的好友在一起了
我很心痛也很伤心
我没怪任何人～只是怪我自己没用
我的朋友叫我跟他公平竞争
但我也不要去争～因为我知道我会输
那就只好让给我的朋友
我不想这样的事影响我跟我的朋友的感情
我只好默默地祝福你
因为我知道一个人痛还好过三个人痛
我宁愿当那个受伤害的人
我只好默默地祝福你们～
但是我说过了～如果你对他不好
我一定会抢回来的
我不准你伤害他
我相信时间能够淡忘掉一切
也许我就像是一颗洋葱～永远都是那个配角戏
我要改变我自己变得更坚强
我好想一个人冷静一个人流浪♥
就当作命运的玩弄～我只知道
我认命...hahaha~
p/s:我会没事的～不用担心我

♥ 丁当-猜不透

The end of semester 3 in year 1...Happy holiday~

Haha,free...free...free
holiday again...yipee~
finally finish my semester 3 of year 1 in tar college
still got 1 years 4 month (left 4 semester) let me rush...
after that will go to kl continue the advanced diploma...waiting~
this time the final exam i didnt have any confident duno whether can pass or nt~
haiz...cham cham ah
hope everything will be alright
God bless me
holiday didnt have any plan
duno whether want go to where playing
somemore no money let me spend...(=_=)
everyday sleep until 2 or 3 pm just wake up
really is like a pig jor...lazy
ntg to write~~~
free will upload the holiday picture^^

attention: for those tarcian who nt yt finish the exam must add oil ah~

Third semester final exam...

Arh....i want scream loudly~
next week is starting the final exam...
i'm still dreaming now,
how to facing it...scare about it....
short semester just only 7 weeks,
why i can't handle well~
test,coursework also get the bad result...
just 3 subjects only,
Tamadun Islam, English for business, Organisation and human resource
why i totally duno it all...
all the chapter i also duno what talking about...
worry...worry...worry
i don't want fail any subjects in this semester
i must cheer up...gambateh to myself
exam go go go...

✖乱搞一通✖

无内容，只是纯粹✖乱搞一通✖～

也是第一次用华语写部落，

照片也是在无聊的时候乱乱编辑出来的
新的学期开始了，头脑快要崩溃

讨厌赶时间的生活～

不说了...到此为止

Movie's Day...

Yesterday is my movie's day...
quite long time I didnt go to watch movie
i totally watch two movie's in the same day
all is the new movie...hehe^^

I remember the last time i watch movie is the starting of semester two...
so many nice movie's i miss it...haiz
Chinese New Year is coming soon~
the first day of chinese new year also same day with valetine day...
cinema sure full house
so i smart hurry up go to buy the movie's ticket
watch the movie before chinese new year...kaka

The two movie's i was watching at yesterday is:
Valetine's Day
ALL'S WELL, ENDS WELL 2010

both of these movie's quite funny...
especially is all's well,ends well 2010
laugh until uncontrol...hahahahahaha^^

The movie of Valetine's day is more special....
because these movie only showing at gurney plaza...
the story describe at valetine day happen to the couple who was falling in love~
romantic...and a bit funny~

for those who was haven't watch the movie...
please hurry up go to buy the ticket
enjoy the movie's during in this chinese new year~kaka

Converse Or Nike...

OR

Arhhhhhhhh....so confusing now~
converse,nike,converse,nike...
which brand i should choose it?
actually i was planning buying a new pair shoe
but both of these brand shoe was attract my attention~
I like converse chuck taylor and Jack Purcell...

Converse classic chuck taylor-black colour

Converse Jack Purcell

but in the same way i also like the nike shoe~
because the outlook of shoe look like damn nice...
it is the strap style...so special [but regret it because i didnt have that shoe pic]

haiz...now was headache duno want which shoe....huhu

If i got extra money$$$ i sure buy both of them...
but i can't...i didnt have the extra money....help!!!
just wait it....huhu