Sorry That I Loved You ♥

For all of the time that i tried for your smile
For making you think that i was worth the while

So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight

And I'm So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when i fled the scene
sorry love,for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
I'm so sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And apology now after all of this time
Won't make my difference tonight
But I'm hoping I'm Sorry will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

Sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry do can't turn back time
I'm sorry that i loved you
I'm sorry that i hurt you

I'm so sorry that i loved you
I'm sorry that i hurt you

Sorry that i loved you ♥

Moody...

Speechless...moody~
Recently happening so much happy and unhappy things...
I dun like it at all
who know my feeling
You know that I love you so much
why you playing my feeling
izzit i'm so easy bully
i gave you everything you want
I hope that u treat me good
but finally what i get it...
just one word to describe"HURT"
then why you tell me say that u love me
and then say we just a friend
in your heart i only just a friend
I really seriously in love...
It's first time and i think also is last time
you make me know that Love is nt so important already
what can i do...
i feel i lost my way
but i'm still loving you
while waiting you can back
i know that is impossible...
i'm so stupid...i hate myself nt you~

睡不着觉....

突然睡觉睡到半夜就醒了
不知道是为什么
最近常这样
在床翻了很久才睡着
难道车祸后就会这样
还是有心事导致到这样
烦烦烦~
为什么脑袋总是不听话
一直想有的没的
我真的不想再记起不好的回忆
真希望脑震荡的时候
忘了所有不开心的的事
就能像电脑这样容易删除不好的文件
心酸～却不知道什么事
心痛却不知道跟谁说
只希望这一切没发生过
漫长的夜晚
我终于了解那么如此的漫长
我还是看不开
想不通～
有时真的很想大哭
因为真的快压抑不住了
原来才发现说的易做却难的意思
朋友我真的需要你们
在这样下去我真的撑不住
难道我要选择逃避～
才能解决掉一切
拜托不要让我这样下去了！！！

祸不单行～

已经忘了有多久没更新部落格了
好想念我这个避风港
最近心情很差
人又很衰～
星期一发生车祸意外
住院住了四天，真的好难受
在发生意外后睁开眼时
人已经在医院了
朋友说我哭，说话重复几次
但我都不记得
已忘了车祸是怎样发生了，因为医生说我脑震荡所以某些记忆记不起了
在医院每天吃药睡觉～重复重复闷到爆
真的谢谢我的一班朋友探望我陪着我～
谢谢我的家人的照顾
有你们的关心我觉得很开心
在医院住的第二天
我认识了一个从印尼来的伯伯
跟他聊了一会
才知道他来动心脏手术～愿他一切平安
他教会我金钱不是一切的
就算你有很多钱也买不到健康
健康最重要
他劝我要好好顾身体
不要像他那样年轻时候抽烟或乱吃东西
跟他聊了过后真的觉得很开心^^
还有在我住院期间还发生了一件我预料不到的事
其实之前我对我的一个朋友有好感
因为我没勇气不敢说不敢争取
却眼睁睁看到那个人离我而去
跟我的好友在一起了
我很心痛也很伤心
我没怪任何人～只是怪我自己没用
我的朋友叫我跟他公平竞争
但我也不要去争～因为我知道我会输
那就只好让给我的朋友
我不想这样的事影响我跟我的朋友的感情
我只好默默地祝福你
因为我知道一个人痛还好过三个人痛
我宁愿当那个受伤害的人
我只好默默地祝福你们～
但是我说过了～如果你对他不好
我一定会抢回来的
我不准你伤害他
我相信时间能够淡忘掉一切
也许我就像是一颗洋葱～永远都是那个配角戏
我要改变我自己变得更坚强
我好想一个人冷静一个人流浪♥
就当作命运的玩弄～我只知道
我认命...hahaha~
p/s:我会没事的～不用担心我

♥ 丁当-猜不透

The end of semester 3 in year 1...Happy holiday~

Haha,free...free...free
holiday again...yipee~
finally finish my semester 3 of year 1 in tar college
still got 1 years 4 month (left 4 semester) let me rush...
after that will go to kl continue the advanced diploma...waiting~
this time the final exam i didnt have any confident duno whether can pass or nt~
haiz...cham cham ah
hope everything will be alright
God bless me
holiday didnt have any plan
duno whether want go to where playing
somemore no money let me spend...(=_=)
everyday sleep until 2 or 3 pm just wake up
really is like a pig jor...lazy
ntg to write~~~
free will upload the holiday picture^^

attention: for those tarcian who nt yt finish the exam must add oil ah~

Third semester final exam...

Arh....i want scream loudly~
next week is starting the final exam...
i'm still dreaming now,
how to facing it...scare about it....
short semester just only 7 weeks,
why i can't handle well~
test,coursework also get the bad result...
just 3 subjects only,
Tamadun Islam, English for business, Organisation and human resource
why i totally duno it all...
all the chapter i also duno what talking about...
worry...worry...worry
i don't want fail any subjects in this semester
i must cheer up...gambateh to myself
exam go go go...

✖乱搞一通✖

无内容，只是纯粹✖乱搞一通✖～

也是第一次用华语写部落，

照片也是在无聊的时候乱乱编辑出来的
新的学期开始了，头脑快要崩溃

讨厌赶时间的生活～

不说了...到此为止